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是时候放手了

Just another normal Sunday afternoon, sitting in front of my comp and typetypetype like nobody's business.. It's just somehow a little too stupid about this. As you can notice, i've change my blogskin and so on.. It's time for a brand new start honey! Gotta really mug hard for Eoy. No retain. Gotta transfer.. ? Maybe yeah. & i sense that, this holiday's gonna be a suffering one. Unless.. Hiakhiak! ^^ Maybe, changing link again.. -,- Oh, fickled-minded me..

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Will edit post when i'm back! :D Wait for me honeystars! :D

Oh and and, i HEARTS my Dearest! :D Be back to tell you more! :D

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You're the one who set it up. Now you're

the one to make it stop I'm the one who's

feeling lost right now Now you want me

to forget every little thing you said.

But there is something left in my head

Me and him, we're goodgoodgoodgoodgood friends! Don't think farfar!

Yesterday night, again had a heart-to-heart talk session with Dearest'CHAI again! :D Once again, everything poured out.. Felt better.. I've been her listening ear for eight wonderful months and i never regret of doing it! Must heed to my advice(s).. Anything just text me or call me alright.. Twenty-four hours there for you.. I know, you are seriously damn in luvzxc with me! * Flying Kiss * Catch it before it went down! HAHA~ Alright, for today.. Study is everything. ): Gonna mug hard already.. ! :D Jiayous' TYX!

Lastly, I LUVZXC CHAICHAICHAI!

TAYYUXUAN & CHAIQINYU ARE BOTH STRONG GIRLS!

Had fun today! ~ Heart-to-Heart talk to Qinyu and Geraldine. (: Pour everything out.. Just a little more, i will really break down D: ! Gosh! But luckily, i never! I managed to hold back everything. This time, i'm serious.. Let go! Ahhh! I need someone to su ku! ~ ): Crapper faster online! Faster! After all, Crapper's still the best among all! :D

PS:/ Dearest Chai, you kup my phone cause of him! You good la! I hate you la! ):

Ah, i just can't go to sleep. Cause it feels

like I've fallen for you. It's getting way

too deep. And i know that it's love because..

Laughters we share, never gonna be replace.

TAY YU XUAN IS A STRONG GIRL! :D

I just can't seems to let go. ); But i know i have to.. Sometimes, life is about letting go.. I know i can do it! Yeahs. (: I CAN! There are loads of people out there for me! I know Crapper will always support me, he will! :D Guys, don't worry about me. I'm fine! ;D *Cheers. Hahahs! :D Oh and, ChaiQinYu! Lady ah, cheer up manczs! No one's gonna bring you down! Give me a :)! Not a ):! If not i will also go like this ):! You still have Ler, Nat and Tang! Cheer up baby!

Crapper Rocks Big Time (!!!)

Wooo! ~ 300th post.. [; Something to be proud of after long term of posting. * Claps. Hmm, gonna catch ' UP ' with my cousin(s) later at Wetmall (: Things happened. But i'm not going to let it affect me.. ! Whatever, the text message is sent by you or you.. Or who ever it is.. I don't even care! :D Wooo! :D HAHA! ~ Maybe will be back to edit my post [; Lastly, thanks Crapper for supporting me with the choices i've made! :D & be there when i'm in need.. ? HAHA! He's G R E A T after all! :D And and and, Lesbo great too! Fangxin all, i'm fine manczs! :D

& this post is dedicated to my Crapper! :D

Let's see how should i start of.. Hmm, firstly, Crapper rocks big time to me! He's there whenever i'm in need.. He's a greatgreat listening ear to me.. [: I appreciate alot.. Even though sometimes i get angry and i became very ji dong and get harsh with my words.. Which somehow he doesn't like.. He never fails me.. He listen to my troubles and xinshi(s).. Never complain if my stuff's boring or what.. Whenever i'm down, he's there to cheer me up and make me happy! :D & of course, he always managed to did it! HAHA! I know, there are times where i'm stupid, idiotic and jidong with words i've said.. But Crapper never ever used harsh words to scold me.. ! Never. I know i'm stubborn at times.. But he don't mind! :D Overall, he's the bestbestbestbestbestbest guy evereverever! :D & last longlonglonglong with your stead okay! :D (L)

Ps/: Crapper, read this must be touched okay..

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Back from Westmall. Tired :/ Ahh! Mummy send me and JunHong to Westmall. We meet our Aunt Amelia at Level 3 of Westmall. Headed to Ntuc for chips. I was sitting outside Bengawansolo (I don't know how to spell! >:X) texting with Crapper, until a received a funny call. I was like Hello.. ?! then the background voice was too noisy, i cannot even hear anythin so i hang up the call :X I didn't mean it. After that, headed up to cinema and bought popcorn and drinks. Went in, settled down. The movie is funny, rated, 8/10. (: HAH! Movie ended, Pearlyn and Aunt Jocyelyn came over. Hang around and went to Bossini.. They were like.. Shopaholic(s) They spent almost an hour in there.. Going in and out of the changing room, asking weather the shirt and pants suits them! I was too bored so i went to entertain myself by taking photos. :/ Bus-ed home after that./

Overall, had fun today.. (:

I'm tired when i reached home..

Tags! :D
Carmen says: Tagged! See you in school tomorrow :)

Thanks! :D Okay.

Kai Li: Hey hey, tmr you going bck lps rite? Tagged btw ^^

Yupz! :D Thankyou! (:

nGaI pO: (sobs)

YO, NGAI! Why sobs?

PRIS: YOH YOH YOH!!!!!! TAGGED>.>

THANKSYOU! :D

leryee: THAT PIC:( I SEE ALREADY.i sian

Ayeee, not fun la you! :~

shuhui: tagged :D

Thanks! :D Anw, you are? :O

PRIS: HONOURED NOT!
PRIS: MISS ME OKAY, SEE LA I MONDAY GO

SCHOOL FOR YOUR SAKE!
PRIS: HAHAHA CHEY WO HEN SLOW SIAHH!

YEAHS! :D Good! ;D

nGaI pO: tags XD

Xiexie ni! [;

-Celinee-: Errs.. 10am-11am, I'll reach there bah? I guess so.. :D
-Celinee-: YoYo, Yu Xuan! Hahah, Teacher's Day coming

soon le.. Hope to see ya on this coming Monday. Loveyaa(:

So early.. Anyway, it's over. HAHA! Luvya too! {:

Qinyu: HUGGGGGS ! (L)

Flying HUGGGGGGG! (L)

Arriving Soon.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL JACKSON!

Although, i did not stay up to Twelve midnight :/

Gone Too Soon.

But i did post.. ? Yeahs.. ! :D HAHAHAHAHAH!

Woots, i should say. [; I hope monday can faster arrive.

I wanna see my Ladies, my Primary school friends!

Oh, LUVS! ;D

Argh, just a random update! ;D

AI

Today ah today! Fun with my Ladies! They're great! No words to describe! They are back to school for me.. (: Okay, morning was a little moody.. Cause somethings happened yesterday.. Only Ladies and Crapper knew! [: I'm getting more and more tense-d uo whenever in school.. Stress.. Exams are coming in another 30 days?! Ohmygod! I'm gonna mug hard for it alr! [; Went for CCA.. Basically, doing all teh same things over and over again.. -.- Homed at 4.30.

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Stayed back in school for Leadership Programme.. Before that, meet with Ladies.. Had lunch with them and went to concourse.. Saw Joe and jumped and sit with him.. See he so lonely.. So we pei him for th whole day.. Good right.. We chatted then Lot for lunch. Joe was sucha joker, a funny one! :) Happy to talk t him! After lunch, bused back.. Sat down with Edison, Yuanxin and all.. Funny things came out from everyone's mouth! :D Homed at 6.

Tags Replies: (:

PRIS: :P Miss me right i know laaa!
PRIS: ZHAR BO TAGGED ME NO GO SCHOOL TODAY
OKAY! I JITAO SIAN DIAO, YOU NEVER COME! I STILL
LOOKING FOR YOU LEY.. I EVEN GO ASK MICHELLE! ):
SAD SI WO LE LA! ):

Carmen says: Hiiiiiii! :)
HIHIHIHIHI! (:

Nyx.: SRS , I miss youuuuuuuuu ! (:
Me too! ): Nevermind de.. (: * Wink *

JeDrIck: haha today see u at school gate also see u at lot,So QiAO
Yeah lor.. See me never wave worczs!

Qinyu: xuanxuan , i found out i THINK i got a dress same as you . LOL
Yeahs.. ? Yuzi?! I know.. You showed me.. ! :D

leryee: BOYFRIEND!!can you seriously can a
ncier one?please.ITS SO HORRIBLE.omg
Nah, i won't change! No use telling me! :P HAHA!
You unglam still look vely chio eh ! :D

PRIS: Bye Byeeee
PRIS: Tagged Tagged:D
PRIS: Did you cut uour hair? O.O
PRIS: YUXUAN YOH YOH!
PRIS YOYO! Yupz, it's like weeks ago.. ?

Nyx.: Tyz , Relink :)
Okay, relinked! :D

Shafiqah-: .. meet up soon during Teacher's Day beb. take careeeee~
Shafiqah-: YUUUU XUUUAN. lol. sorry. suddenly i fall
in love with your name laa. :D bytheyway ..
Okay! :D Vely soon alr.. Coming.. (: Who's name.. ?!
My name! :D Of course la! Prettaye name manczs! :D

PRIS: ME SAY HELLOH TO YOU YOU SO GONGGG.
PRIS: YOH YOH YOH TAGGED._. HAHAHAH !
Yeahs lor.. Sometimes, also don't want to chup me! ):

leryee: CAN YOU SERIOUSLY NOT PUT MY UNGLAM
PIC.want put also put nicer one la:(tmr take nicer one can.
NAHNAHNAHNAHNAH! :P

Qinyu: Can't wait to see youzxcvs !!!
Qinyu: suiyang say you good , wave bigbig to them
LOL . Okay , I am damn looking forward for tomorrow!
YOU SAW ME LE! I waved to them big big, they just look look!
What is this?! >:O I vely sad worczs! ):

Now or Never

Ex-Lianhuarean, are you all going back to school on Monday or Friday? >:O

It's either you tag my blog, call me, or text me alright.. [: HAHA! :D 'Cause

i need comfirmation as soon alright.. Then we can see each other!

School's fine today ! (:

Why aren't we talking? >:(

Tags Replied! :D Vely good! Well done, girl! ;D Blogskin redo.. Nicely done.

Argh, stomach pain >:(! Babdbad! ): Haiz.. ! Get well soon, Yuxuan! D;

WOOOOOO! ~ Tmr MONDAY(!!!) Vely great! High with Dearest and all!

>:O! Mummy buying new wallet for me! Wowow! ~ HAHA~ Thanks! :D

PRISCILLIA: Seee you tmrrrr! Hehehehhe.
PRISCILLIA: Hahaha Oh My God! Your Picture Also In
My Blog Nehsxz! :D Hehehe(: LOL! Tagged Taggedddd.
HAHA! Ohmygod! My blog have yours! HAHA! ~

Shafiqah-: relinked pretayye :)
hahaha, relink me too. take careee~
Relink-ed! :D Take Care too!

leryee: YOOOO GIRLFRIEND:)i love you:)
Nah, we switch alr! :D I your boyfriend! :D (L)

♥; ZHENRU !: ps , tag two times :X
♥; ZHENRU !: Wah , change link then no tell me ):
♥; ZHENRU !: Wah , change link then no tell me ):
HAHA!~ Nevermind.. Okay, now i tell you.. (:

Natashia: XUAN XUAN
NATNAT! :D

CAN: tagged : )
Xiexie! :D

PRIS: KAYSXZ, BYEEEEEE! YUXUAN BYEEEE.
PRIS: SEE YOU TMR I GUESS
PRIS: ANYWAY TAG TAG TAGG AND
PRIS: LOL, I UPDATED TODAY ALSO,
NOT SO TIRED MAAAA! HAHAHAHA.
PRIS: PRIS IS HERE TO SAVE YOUU ! HEHEHEHEHE.
PRIS: YOH YOH YOHHHH!
YOYOYO! Save me ah! :D Thanks! ;D

EmilynC'henJiayi: Yuxuan ! Lusxc :)
Emilyn! :D Luvcxs! :D

I miss th conversations we used to have.
Now every time we talk it's short >:(

Oh great.. Getting moods swings again! Starting to throw everything on the floor for 5 mintues then pick it all up after 5? ~ Oh, please! Mood swing, just stop it! Ahhhhh, total crapzz! >:( EOY is coming! Way too fast! I'm not prepared! SHITzzz! Gonna be MIA for bloggy and stuffs. 100% on studies! C'on. I can do it! ;D Gonna study real real hard! Then will be off from this bloody school to a better one! Gotta cut down on teevee! Byebyeee! Gotta miss me alright! :D

Luvs(:

There are actually a few more.. But Shitzz the photobucket. Cannot. Maybe tonight. I put up. Wait ah! :D I luvs them! Vely fun and vely hyper and vely high! :D I luv it! :D

Woooooo! ~ Vely fun today in school! Vely hyper! Woooooooo! ~ I'm always happy with QinY, LerY, GTang and YXin! HAHA! Let's not talk about during school.. After school! After school,
met up with YXin at concourse. Then we talk talk.. Afterwards, GTang, QinY and LerY came.. Sat down.. We talk talk.. Talk until Bloody Mary.. Eeeeeeeeeew! >;x We had our Lunch together.. After that, we went to toilet to try out the BM thingy.. But in the end never, as QinY too scared alr! So we never! ;D Had our pee in the toilet then faster ran away! Hyoer with NCC cadets then had our zilian section! That maoless creature ah! HOHO! See him, i very happy! Had dance, LerY and all came and seesee looklook! After dance, saw Sebas and co. They are back! :D WOOOOOOO! ~ They are back with no meat chipped off! Phewww! ~ Sebas hor, wave to you, never wave back.. Good! Too good alr! >:x Ayyeee, my story very long.. Want sleep alr! I don't wanna type! Let the pictures to the talking(s)! :D

The way you made me feel..

No mood, restless and giving up soon..

What you told me really made me think alotalot for days..

Thanks to Tang for her home-made spagethtti.. * Smiles.

Was really damndamn full.. Me and Ler was like, argh!

Full, really very full le.. Can't even carry myself go.. :X

Ps:/ Please tag people, tagboard dying soon.. Soon baycz!

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Alright, school's fine.. But today, was totally not high! D: Haizs.. Maybe 'cause of last night.. Been thinking much.. If the way i speak really pissed you off tell me okay.. The words you said really made me think alot alot.. Don't have mood today.. Okay, tmr Sebas and co will be going to Pulau Ubin.. Take care of yourself when you guys are there okay.. Nothing must happen to you guys(: Later make me worryworry.. Lastly, enjoy muchmuch over there! :D Most probably, not gonna online that often as EOY is goona be here like around 6 weeks. It's like ohmygod! Anything just msg me or call(:

Edi, if you're reading, sorry for what happened just now.. I don't know this would happened.. Nevermind, over alr(:

Why is clouds always nicer on the other side?

我就是还放不下，我想我们跟以前一样！可以吗？
Yoyoyoyoyo! School's always the same routine.. Not gonna elaborate much(: Let's skipped to after school! Hmm, after school, went back to school for dance.. Met up with YuanXin at concourse.. Surprisingly, Dearest, Tang and Ler was there(: Had a small talk between ourselves! At 4, dance started.. Stretching was the thing we always did.. So nothing special(: HAHA! Don't really enjoy in dance like i used to.. Maybe changing CCA! :D

And my Dearest CHAIQINYU says that she wanna study hard and love matter aside! Woooo! ~ Dearest jiayouuss! You can do it de! Be a good ahyi of your nephews and nieces! Gogogogogo! Leave all the unhappiness behind! :D Start afresh!

Saddening):

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Ahhhhhhhhh, this whole week is like shitzz! Bloody shitzz. School had started to flood us with tests again! I don't like! I know, EOY is just round the corner, coming soon! I'm not even prepared! Really afraid that i will retain..): Okay, Friday had Chinese Oral.. Kinda easy!(: But i was stopping, at the middle of the conversation with the teacher! :x Ahh, shitzz. Bad! Practically, i spent the whole day with Carmen and some other(s).. Was yoyoyoyo-ing again.. HAHA! It's just a habit that dont change! Very hyper.. Didn't attend dance as i wasn't feeling that well. So i rest at the bench with Carmen instead of going home.. I found out that Ncc was a very serious Cca?! I think so.. Basically, they were repeating of what they are doing.. Alright, in conclusion, that bloody whole Friday was a total disaster.. Things always don't go well on Friday! ): Today, Saturday.. Had tuition and bus-ed to Timah for the sake of my hair! HAHA! Everything went well but have to wait very long! D: Finally, done! :D Bus-ed home..
Most probably, transferring out bay! ;]

Very happy tonight! :D Thanks to beloved EdisonWongAhgong! (L) He's there for me whenever i'm upset.. To cheer me up and to make me laugh like nobody's business! ;D To comfort me and care for me! :D

HIGHIGHIGH!

YOYOYO! :D Don't wanna post much or maybe edit tmr! :D In conclusion for today, supersuper high! :D Crazyeee after school with Dearest and Tang! Rojakboys rocks eh! Make me damn high when i see them reahersal! :D I was shouting; Ahhhhhhhhhhh! :O HAHA~ They made me super damn highigh! :D Jiayous bay! :D

Ayu: hey,did she really mean wat she said???
Heyo, i don't know ley! I don't really care! :O
JeDriCk: hello
YOYOYO! ~
Kai Li: Hellos YuXuan, Tagged!! (:
YOYO Kaili! Thanks!
Qinyu: Hey luvvv ! HAHA ! :D
Hey Luv!
fir.ahseyhhh: heyy ! relinked alr !
:O~ Okay, haha! :D
PRIS: Blah blah tagged:D
:O! Effing boring?! HAHA~
Carmen says: Relinked! :)
Orh, okay(:
PRIS: BYEEE BYEEE
PRIS: TAGG TAGGG!
HAHA! HIHHI! :D
C.: hahah, nice to use right! (:
But very hard and confusing! :D
Willyn: Relink, love!
Thanks, boyfiee! :D
PRISCILLIA: HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
AND, HAHA YES SAME LO! HAHAHAH
HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY! Too late! ._.
Kai Li: Ur blog very 'pure' lehh. So WhiTe.
Kai Li: HAHA, Tagged!! Cya on Tcher's Day! (:
Pure?! :O HAHA!~ See you too! ;D
Qijia: Hi yuxuan , b happi always , :D Tagged
HIHIHI, QiJia! You also alright! Thanks! :D
Haz: Yah lor YuXuan..chill ! dun b mad at her.. =)
HAHA! Okay!
Syakila: Relinked! ;DD
Thanks! :D
Celine,: Steady ! Haiyo , my dear steady ar ,
chill uh . Dont get angry okays . Cheeer up :D
Steady! :D Okayokay! :D

我就站在那里

I miss DD! D:

Effing boring in school today! But thanks to Angie and etc.. Instead the whole class high with me (except for some(s))! :D Luvs baybay! :D YOYOYO has became a very popular way of greeting, with hand sign! I was YO-ing here and there, non-stop! Fun! Morning was alright, but i think i caught a cold! D: Kept rubbing my nose till it turned red.. Ayeee, lessons boring.. Hyper through out with R! HAHA! But but but, i did my work! :D Guai horxczs! Pardon me for using singlish :/ Cause i'mma's a Singaporean neh! So it's comman to eeaaorher! HAHA! Funneh? Yes, very.. Ahhhhh, seriously, i don't know what to post, just trying to keep it alive! In conclusion, i'm having tonz of fun in school! Oh and, sorry to people that high with me ):! I became very horny! :O Sebastian, jiayous for your audition tmr! :D

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Atiqah

You no time for us then why you wanna type everything at your blog again?! Nevermind, i have plenty of time for you! :D What human not human?! Weird eh! ._. And please, this is not a game! It's just something much more better than game! You hate and tired of we talking bad about you behind your back? :O But i bet you did talk bad about us behind our back right?! Rofl! I didn't show off anything okay! Please la! Glad you know you should not blame everything to Ayu. I didn't seek any attention la! I'm just merely playing only bay! Like that call attention ah?! :O I know alr, you do not have good vocabulary or grammer that's why! :X You are the one seeking people's attention dey! What i said makes you mad?! then what bout, what you said? I not mad ah? Oh and please, i didn't ask Nayli to stay away from you! You still rmb that you wrote on blog yesterday, saying that you are sorry with sincere? She told us this morning and asked us not to forgive! Please asy it with prove babe! You know everything?! Know about what?! I don't know! Yeah, we want you to be alone, but we seriously never asked Nayli not to be with you! What an i trying to defend? Why you don't dare ask?! :O Is it to timid alr? Don't dare to know the truth! Yeah and you are right, they know what's best for them! :D So that's why they never hang out with you! HAHA! Not funny! I should be the one who is enough of this la! :D Oh if you wanna write somemore in your blog, come on! You know me well, i can talk back like nobody's business! :D And another compo for you! :D This time round, i should score full marks eh? ;]

What A Day -.- !

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Ahhhh, it's totally damn shitzz! -.- It's been a longlonglong time since i ever update my blog! Totally dead! But my tagboard is not! Thanks to Priscillia, this cutey Monyet! Luv! :D *(Claps) So i'mma is here to update! Okay, yesterday was like :X! Damn boring in school! Had assembly and pledge taking.. Loudest everever! But of course, i didn't sing, didn't take pledge! It's likde for the past six years going to seven, pledge taking was like a definite thing.. Blahblah! Tired of doing it! :X Sorry): And of course marching from SJAB, NCC and etc was a comfirm, but boring! D: Finally, after so much of crappy stuffs.. They got into real stuffs le! Concert started! Thought that it wil be a nice one! But, haiz.. Even worser than my primary school! :x Unexpected! Didn't stick my butt on the bench at the gallery! I was going around at the gallery highing! :D HAHA! ~ Fun neh! Talking to Carmen, Cancheng, NgaiPo, Jedrek and moremore! :D Esp, Carmen and Cancheng! Most high de! Ji fun yi sia! :D Cancheng really made me laugh like siao! :D Finally, got people as crazyeeeeeee as me! :D Happyyy~ And yayyy, it's time to go home! :D I love it! Stay back awhile, carry on highing! :D Yuanxin! Oh sorry, JingQuan! I made your milo fly away! :/ HAHAH! ~ I buy you a cup on tuesday! :D Alright, too long! It's time for a break! :D
Next day!
Woke up @ 7 ! Argh! :@ That's early! That should not be the way! I should be still in my comfy bed de! But thanks to mummy.. :@ She and sister have to rush down to BulitBatok CC as they had a one day malaysia trip! :O I didn't go.. Cause it's hot! And i don't wanna to be blacker! Alr, black enough! Went to Aunty's house for breakfast.. Whole morning, was MJ's video! Influencing me bayzxcs! HURHUR! :D Tuition-ed! No mood, slept throught out! Bleah! Reached home, cahnged blog skin, hands too itchy! Anw, i really like the blogskin now! :D Prettaye! :D Thanks to Dearest Qinyu! Luvss! Those coaching(s)! :D
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Don't say i don't give a least bother okay, i did online.. Maybe you didn't saw it or we both online at the wrong timing! And oh, i took no iniciative okay! It's you are the one who asked C to come and talk to me, i didn't ask C to talk to you alright.. You tried to talk me out?! No, you don't even dare to face-to-face talk to me! You said you tried to talk me out! You tried your best what?! To ask C to pass what you wanna said? I believe if everyone includes J knew that we're quarreling, guess which person does he sides?! Of course, you! And they will not believe that we quarrel, i swear! They won't believe! Trust and Care is all i need manczs! Right now!
Atiqah!
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Talk to you face-to-face?! I don't think you even dare! You saw us at the Backetball Court yeasterday, did you even bother to come over and talk everything out?! No, you just walk away! You humji or what? Still want us face to face talk to you! And why must we always be the one who go infront of you and explain everything to you?! No sense bayscz! Did we even hurt you?! We jsut merely don't wanna sits with you, talk to you and so on.. Does that call hurt? No, i guess.. I least i apologise to you alright, others don't! Yeah, whatver.. You said bad things bout Elina, Nayli, Hueyting almost everyone in the class.. In the end, no friends then go and find them! I'm just stating the facts la! You not happy with us, can come out and talk de.. No need to msg here and there.. Waste energy and money! Everytime, only know how to use other people's phone. Like nobodys business.. Are you the one paying thier bills?! NO! We never defend anyone okay! Cliques agree as one to go against you, not only Ayu.. You only dare to write things bout me behind your computer screen.. Why not in school?! No computer screen blocking is it?! My attitude my problem! What bout yours?! Confront once, but you didn't reflect on whatever we said! You remember how you shake hands with Ayu when we decided to let you in Cliques again?! You just look away! No sincere! I never think that everyone is perfect! You should be the one reflecting on what you did! Seriously speaking, whole class don't like you.. Maybe just one or two i guess :x HAHA! You're funny! At first said that, you don't need me to be at your blog to tag your blog and say.. In the end, you said "So i guess i need ur reply here"! What the hell? What are you trying to tell me? You do not need me to be at your blog but you need an answer from me!? Weird! Think before you said someone?! Don't hurt you?! This is what you said! but when you said things bout Hueyting infront of her, do you think bout how she felt?! NONONO! THINK BOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS! And just stop acting and attracting boys attention! I bought shades and brought to school you follow too! Copy Gucheng! :D HAH! No time for you now! Cause you took my half an hour to type this compo for you, b****! Are you scared or what?! Why want to delete your blog?! :O Interesting! :D It's getting more fun bayczs!
Longest post everever! :D

JUST ONE LAST TRY OF TALKING..

10 years down the road, wonder where will i be..

Ahhh, getting some headaches early morning.. ): Maybe due to late sleeping last night. As i was asked to accompanied my aunty to Tanglin Mall for flea market(: Nothing caught my eye.. So didn't bought anything.. But i earned money! :D HAHAH! ~ Spent my somewhat whole day there, bored to death. But ofcourse, i did entertain myself de neh! ;D HAHA~ Was too tired for all, so i went home first. Get bathe and changed(:(Insert Lame Face!) Watched CSI Miami till Twelve midnight. Finally dad and mum came back.. Sad to say, they brought no food home! Argh! :@ I was damn hungry! So i brought my stomach that's growling to sleep :@ Managed to get out of bed this morning.. Bathe and breakfast-ed. Carry on watching teevee till Baby JiaHao's arrived! :D Gosh, he's so darmdarm cute! Luv! Going to Baby JiaHao's full month celebration later on! I'll be on a hiatus on blogging.. Sigh, (Insert Sad Face!) finding my life sucha bitch to me.. ): Juat wanna have the last try and last chance..):

Oh and and and, tomorrow is ZhangJian's birthday neh! :D
(WooLaLa) HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY to you! :D
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to ZhangJian~, Happy Birthday to you!
One year older le boy! :D Must jiayous for your studies alright! :D

Few photos i lovelove! :D

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Today life as per normal, kinda boring! Blogger turning into bitch! A trashy one! SHITzzz! Morinng, still the same routine! Today, not high at all! D: What the hell! :@ Hate it! EEE! School's flooding us with truck loads of test! Esp, Geog! Driving me crazyyyeeee! Ahyo! I own a pea brain! Can't really store much inside mine brain! But at least, i tried neh! Recess-ed. Crazyeee with Yuanxin a little. Just a little! Gotta emphasize! Cause someone never high with me! D: Sadded! Nahmind, i don't care about it le! (:* Returned back to class, everything was fine.. Till Mother Tongue! Teacher was holding onto my head, saying: "Yuxuan ah, what you store inside your brain?!" I said: "Pornography!" HAHA! No la! Joking only! After school, meet Yuanxin at concourse. Send Zhenru to bus-stop and back to school again =.-! HAHA! Had lunch with Yuanxin and Carmen. Chatted awhile with Benedict and AaronGoh. Laughs alot! :D Had dance! Friday is just like disaster! Always, have problem with it! Maybe, Friday blues?! I dont know! Things just somehow get out of hand every Friday! NO MOOD yknow! Straight after dance, went home! Bathe, sleep like a pig! Woke up, dinner-ed, online-ed. Today, Dearest so dan zi dong. Talk to her until damn high! Talk to her bout shades! I want so badly la! Nevermind! Save up, girl! :D:D:D:D:D HOT PINK! DAMN CHIO! HAHA! Rubbish all! Alright, will end here!

Looking at photobucket and a saw that college.. ):
Hey, C! Remember, i did a college of everyone i loved the most?! You were included! :D And you were asking me to changed the picture.. Cause you didn't like th one i put it up.. How cute.(: I remembered those time we were talking on msn and msg-ing.. Happy, yeah?! :D But now, the other way round! D: It's been two weeks, i think.. **:( I wish time could be rewind! Everytime in school, just look and leave.. :( NAHmind, just this last try.. Last try of talking! :D

I WILL PASS YOU PASS MOTION PAPER AND TAPE TO COVER YOUR MOUTH!

Tuesday
HAHAHAHA! Just came back from dance.. and i'm feeling so shacked! Did i spell it correctly?! :O HAHA! Nevermind, it's okay.. Hmm, starts from the start.. :O HAHA! ~ Morning, reached school at around 7.10am.. Went straight to class. Everyone was dancing to the music.. HA! Get used to see all this, as it was happening every single morning! :X AHA~! Completed our CME project, but Ms Song never come! Argh:@ Waste my time and effot only! :X As per normal, class is noisy, relief teacher came in and just can't seems to controlled us. Many things happend in class, good but not bad, funny but not sad! :D HA~! Recess-ed! Fun, but troublesome..(: Haiyo, straight skip to Dance. Met up with Yuanxin and Carmen at canteen. Chatted about loads of things till dance starts. Really enjoyed my day with them! :D HAHA! ~

Wednesday

I'M IN MY OWN ELEMENT.

School's fine. But boring. Tmr is Thursday. The end. HAHA! ~ It's short.

Today

THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME..

Again, school's alright, but much more fun and exciting! AHA! ~ Met up with Cliques first. Then went into class. (: Same old thing in the class, musicmusic all the way.. Till class starts. Miss Song came. That means boring class again. She go everything law by law de! Don't know how to be flexible! Recess-ed. Fun. But hates to see the side of you. Really wish to kick you out mancxzs! I just gotta wait till the right time to tell you! :@ Nahmind, haitus. :) Project-work. Freak out! Madam Sarinah; fierce. But still manages to complete my stuffs. But Haikal was making me real horny! He want me to get high with him! :X I got horny but not as much as when i'm with Yuanxin and Carmen! :D Horny sounds bad, but afterall, not really that bad la! Went straight to hall for photo-taking! Fun, fun and fun! Science-ed. Went straight back home after school. (:

There are just some problems with the photos arrangements! D: So UGLY!

Die in sleep , married in dreams & forever remain .

Yesterday

Doing the same routines every Saturday morning. Tuition-ed. Met up with Cliques at Westmall, Mac. Erzi came first then me. Next came Bumblebee. Atiqah was so late! :X HA! Train-ed to IMM. On the way there, i was chatting with Erzi more than anyone elses! ;D L! Had a funny talk with him! Never fails to make me laugh till my jaws ache like hell! Reached IMM. Rushed to Daiso to buy all the materials that we need. Done buying, meet JingQuan at Mac to have our lunch(: His parents drove us to Westmall to to print our pictures! Headed to Bumblebee's house to complete our project! Went home at around 6pm. Went for Mummy's party.

Today

Was another boring day.. :X But fine! I was sick, very sick.. But rest assure, not H1N1 okay! I'm down due to flu. Blocked nose was totally killing me! D: Can't sleep well and so on! And plus my voice changing! So nan ting! Arghhh :@ Anyway, i was still alright. Went to IMM again for dinner! :) Reached home, watched Channel 5 for the match! Omgcxzs! Singapore comfirmed lose de! Close eyes also guess correct! :D HA! I LOVE TORRES! Super uber hot la! LuvsLuvsLuvs! Kimbum don't jealous hor! Don't wanna elaborate much, byeee! :D

Okay, back from dance.. Seriously, no mood! D: There are just too many things out there happening! Only Carmen knows.. Even L also don't know! Cause talk to her, she like bu nai fan and bo chup.. So yeah.. Whatever.. I'm so going to transferred out of Dunearn! I dont like Dunearn yknow! So sucky! Dance was sucha disaster! I hate it! Alright, school is totally not alright! First, people in my class loves to disiao me! -.- Second, Ahgong back to school, but nver entertain and high with me! Nahmind, i dont care.. I will tio his zhong! :D Third, Yuanxin is mad and sad at the same time! ): Cause, i told her that i wanna quit dance and join band, she not happy.. Sorry.. Staying in dance and this school.. Damn stress! So next year, i will transfer out alr! :D In conclusion, this whole week was sucha disaster! Argh! :@ Hope tmr will be a better day! :) Going out w Cliques tmr to IMM! ;D

Don't take it on me to feed your guilty pleasure. Hit the heartbreaks, no one can comprehend.

Having panda eyes alr! 'Cause i was chatting with mine Carmen for the past two nights! *(: Luvs! Actually, gossiping la! AHA! :X Talked bout things that made both of us damn dulan! So yeah, i was super damn provoked by what each of us say! :@ Planned to do something but Carmen bu ren xin to do it! HA! Nahmind, let me do it *(: Okay, let's not say anymore! Today, again, school turn out to be fun and nice, cool and etc! Heez! :) But wasn't so hyper like the previous day! D; HA! Ahgong not here today! No one will make me hyper like he does! Cause the one that make me hyper last time in msn is gone! Gone with the wind! ): Okay, whatever.. But i don't know what will happen if we carry on like this.. :( Haiya, Yuxuan ah.. Don't fret manczs! Carmen!!! Tmr, we laugh till we get weak okay! :D Luvs!

Horny

" We're super horny for the day! "

AHAHA! As you can see from the bigbig words up there! We're horny today! Esp, me! HA! I also don't know when i started it manczsx! Just today, esp today! Me and Ahgong and Kristine! HAH! Kristine tio-ed Ahgong's Lj! :X We're just playing! Don't think farfar, we're just playing! :@ School's was again alright for me, Lesbo didn't came to school as she's down due to cough and high fever! D: Was really hyper in class! Playing with every single one! During recess, even worse! Make Karquan, Yuyi and Issac scared alr! ;D HAHA! Sorry to play until like this.. Went for swimming at around 12.40pm, one word FUN! :D Went back to school with Aiai! ;D Sat down with her, Kristine and others.. That's where all horny things came out! :X HEHE! Had dance, truck loads of fun with Yuanxin and Carmen! HA! Was super duper funny! Don't wanna say! Later, YuanXin angry! :X Dance ended. Headed home with Aiai! And Weiyang, you remember this! You owe me chicken! Tmr will be dismiss early! So going out with CC to IMM! :D Luvs (:

Oh and, Lesbo and Yuanxin ah! Get well soon! I wanna see you guys in school! Esp Lesbo! You say Thursday then come back! Want me to wait for another day ah!?!

School's alright, promised this would be a really short post.. Don't really had mood today.. Didn't saw Lesbo today.. Maybe didn't attend school, i guess.. Ahhh.. Lessons perfectly alright, really pay extra more attention to it! :D Put in effort in my work.. But i felt that something is lacking.. Okay, during recess.. Sorry, i pangseh Atiqah to look for Aaron.G! -.- Totally stupid! Somethings happened! I don't want it either! D: Sorry.. Hope you'll be back! *Smile(: Wandering around school during history period :X ! Finally, th bell rang! On the way outta school, saw Sebas in Dm room.. Must had did something ain't good yeah.. HAHA! No offence though. Before leaving, wish him lucks for everything! :D So yeah.. Headed home with Aiai today.. But went just a little hyper with her! Feeling that, i turning into Yuanxin! :] Burning my time away at home..(: Tomorrow a better day.

Hellohello :D! As you can see, my Dearest is up there! AHAH! She's so great! Since she advertise me in her blog, let me advertise her too! Okay, she ah.. Pretty cute at times! She's mine love, th one and only ChaiQinYu! No one can replace her! The fun, th love, th noise we made! HAHA! No one can ever do that! Nobody can break us apart! Our friendship will last longlonglonglong till Forever! Till the day that i die, We're still friends! Haha! Luvs, Dearest!

Alright, back to a normal posting.. Actually there ain't much to say! ._. AHAHA! I will post a long want if possible *(: Tomorrow! There should alot to write bout tmr!

Th last proper talk we had D: I want it BACK! can we?!
Had a talk with C last night.. Cried last night.. D: Had a swollen eyes.. :/ Now i know then realise, i'm bad towards him. ): I know it's too late to take back all the words i've said to him but.. I'm sorry ): Sorry for throwing tantrum, scold you and stuffs and you didn't even scold me back! You were there to console and joke! (; Thanks for being for me whenever i'm down! :D Thanks for making my world go round when it's broken down! I'm just so sorry for everything i said and did! ): I love you mancxzs, C! :D

I'M SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU!

I'm feeling so drained out from school! School's getting boring and uncool and troublesome! What ta hell! Okay, relax.. Must always remember what Pris had said! Open up, open up, open up some happiness! :D That will cheer you up, yeah! AHAHA! Pris! Saw this!? Pretty cool huh?! Alright, things had became so damn complex(!!!) I hate it manxcxzs! Things will not turn out this way if you don't do it! Okay, lessons fine! But always mother tongue seems to have some problems! Teacher always cheena from cheena country! Shou bu liao! AHAHA! Was chatting to N, R, A and R during MT lessons. Cheena teacher just can't seems to tolerate us! WTH! We're good students but just discussing bout sth important, so we're not listening to you mah. (: Chill man! Ha! After that, went to look for A. He's so damn in t. So yeah, bless him to get outta of t! :D Okay, i'll not talk to much.. Anw, let nature take its own course! Oh and, Sebas ah.. Say i not auto anymore! AHAH! Next time, i will be damn damn damn damn auto de! To you and ZhangJian! :D Wait and see! *(:

MY PHONE!

YOYOYOYO! Imma super hyper now! Thanks to no one! Zi-Highing is always good and fun! Tuition-ed with the same few oldold people! Wasn't really talking much.. Okay, back to school.. Was uber sad! ); I lost my phone! I know it's not the time to fret over anything now, but.. My phone is always in my mind! Haiz.. Just too many things happened this week! Bloody fucking week! This week really made me realise alot of things! It's something good yeah! HAHAHA! Was hyper-ing with Boyfiee! Super childish! But it's cool alrights! Ha! In school, sorry to let CC to worry! D; Fangxin, guys.. I'm alrightoh! Relax mancxzs! HHAHA! Went to Dm room, to talk out with Mr Yap about things.. Oh, faggard mancxzs! Did i spell it correctly?! ;O Ha! Went back to class, and was like, damn not happy! Cause i rmb-ed my phoney! ~ Haiz ): Okay, skipped to after school.. Was chatting with CC we sang song together! We were really just a little crazyee bout MJ's music! Sucha legendary icon! :D Whenever we had free period, i'll dance and sing with Khai! :D Cool sial! Had Leadership Programme till 6pm.. I'm sorry CC! Pangseh you all go home instead going to Westmall! Sorry! :x Badbad Khai, he damn unhappy i never go Westmall, even point middle finger at me when he boarded the bus! :@ Machiam shit you! Ha! reached home at around 6.30pm.. Quickly bathed and rushed to tuition! Ha! Alright, hope tmr will be a better and brighter day! :D

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Do you even care laas! Talk to you like bo chup and bu nai fan like this.. Even Bumblebee also think so! If you find it irritating, just say, Don't waste each others time! You say you care but ley?! I don't think so.. Okay, whatever already! Since you don't care, I don't care either! :x Bloody three years, gone cause of your ignorance.. I try to maintane, you are not.. D:
Alright, i said this suppose to be happy blog, not a full of bloody emotions one! Will update later on, most probably(:

Phone ah, phone(!!!) Where are you?! D: I wanna you back! D: Haiz.. ); My phoney!~ Argh! :@ Machian shit manxcxz! :X Sad; uber! D; Don't talk bout it alr! :D Alright, school's fine today! But Erzi is not here! D; I think he is having high fever again! D: Not as hyper as last week! ); Only Lesbo and Aiai knew it all.. Maybe been thinking much again.. Wasn't really listening to class.. Thanks to Rusell.. Chanting rubbish(s)! Hahah! (;

We look at each other.. But no wave, no smile. Just look.. I don't like it.. Is that all we can do?! Maybe i'm in th wrong.. But seriously, i do not know what i did wrong! :x I'm sorry.. That's all i can say.. Can you stop ignoring and all.. I know maybe you're reading it, hope you understand how i feel now.. ):

Lost phone and $$$

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IF ANY OF YOU RECEIVE MY MSG, PLEASE DON'T MISUNDERSTOOD, NOT ME! I LOST MY PHONE! D:
Okay, alright! I got real damn sad and angry at the same time! I fcuking lost my dearest phone and my $$$(!!) Forty bucks! ._. Lost money, it okay.. I still can get it! But my phone! ~ For goodness sake, i can't get another one! Mummy really got angry, real angry! :x I didn't mean it you know! D; Who one their own phone to go missing?! I'm sorry guys, that i have to check your bag! ); I don't want either! Esp to my class boys! D: You guys don't make me trust you, esp A and R ! D: So i had to check twice! ): Wo bu shi gu yi de! I just wanna my phone back! I just got it back for two weeks! Argh! :@ Haiz ): Anw, thanks BumbleBee, Aiai, Khai and Erzi for accompanying me for th whole day! Esp, Erzi! :D Talking jokes to make me forget that i lost my phone! Thanks yeah! Mamama L you! :D Ha! And Lesbo ah, ben xiao jie lost handphone, you over there laughing! You good lor! Forget it! Don't bother! :D Get over this and live! (:

I really don't know what to say already.. ): I've said what i wanna to.. But you just seems not to respond.. I'm afraid you're angry.. Last time angry, you won't like this de.. we talk things straight, things turn out to be alright again.. But now, i tried to talk things straight.. But you didn't talk..): Maybe i've done wrong, i do not know.. Just tell me what i've done wrong.. talking to him ain't wrong even though i said that he is bad yeah (: Please laas, don't like this! We like this now, i sad ley! )': I don't want us to be like this.. I want like last time! I thought you how you to be hyper and stuffs! You taught me alot too! I want like last time(!!!) We weren't like how we were..): Talking rubbish(s), suan-ing each other, making fun talking nisensical stuffs! I WANT LAST TIME! I seriously very sorry! ): Very, very.. Maybe we weren't like last time, but at least respond at msn laas. Could you please.. I'm sorry, C! D:

Alright , some pictures that are taken yesterday ! :D Okay , don't wanna talk much , just let pictures do it's own talk .. :)

I WANT SHADES !

I WANT A SHADES (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I WANT IT BLOODILY MUCH ! D;

Oh and , Tay Jun Rong ! Take real good good good care of yourself alright !

Arsehole!

Alright, as you see.. I'm so damn boring till this is imma's second post for the day! -.- Just now headed to Bukit Batok Swimming Complex.. Was sucha bad thing! Long story decided not to say! -.- Alright, byeeee for today! :D

Cries );

Had a talk with C last night.. Cried last night.. D: Had a swollen eyes.. :/ Now i know then realise, i'm bad towards him. ): I know it's too late to take back all the words i've said to him but.. I'm sorry ): Sorry for throwing tantrum, scold you and stuffs and you didn't even scold me back! You were there to console and joke! (; Thanks for being for me whenever i'm down! :D Thanks for making my world go round when it's broken down! I'm just so sorry for everything i said and did! ): I love you mancxzs, C! :D

Alright, had a bad stomachache when i was awake this morning! D; Being forced to wake up! Hahah! Get prepared and bathed for tuition at 10.30.. Had a "fast" breakfast and quickly rushed for tuition as i was totally late! :x Received Lesbo's consoling msg! Joking around, with Eddy and Rachel during tuition.. Even teacher can't take it! :D But manages to finish up my work before leaving! (Smiles*) Tuition ended. Headed to 173 to buy my lunch. Went home, sleep! Pig! :x Hahah! Later on, heading to swimming complex or maybe westmall with UncleThomas! :D Hahah!

Get this from a friend's friend blog! :D

Boys over flowers drama cursed? Who heard it before?!
Heard news about this over the Internet. So i decided to yahoo it. With the sudden popularity of KBS‘ “Boys Over Flowers”, the cast, specifically F4 have now been hit with waves of requests asking for their presence in interviews or variety shows. Although the sudden attention is something to be grateful for, it seems that both the stars and managers are running around at odd hours and exposing themselves to dangerous situations.The F4 crew of Kim Joon, Kim Hyun Joong and Lee Minho have all been involved in fender benders and now Goo Hye-sun has bumped her head diving in a swimming pool yesterday. Luckily none of the cast suffered any major injuries and were able to get through the busy filming and promoting schedules. “Boys over Flowers” actress, Jang Ja-yeon, committed suicide on Saturday, March 7th, 2009. At her home in Bundang, the 26 year old hung herself from a stairwell. Her sister discovered the body at approximately 7.30pm. So what was the cause? Although no one knows exactly what took Jang Ja-yeon over the edge, she has been having trouble with her management agency, tough schedule and depression.. Her sister revealed that in their last phone conversation, the “Boys over Flowers” actress told her that she “wants to die.” The poor girl was also suffering from depression and was currently undergoing treatment. Her troubles combined with the fact that she lost both parents in a car accident 10 years ago was just too much for her to bear. / - Popseoul. Kim Bum has also met with a car accident. Kim Bum has met with a traffic accident on 1st February at dawn while travelling to a filming set in GyeongGiDo. The car that Kim Bum was travelling in was hit from the back on the tailgate of the expressway. What was fortunate was that Kim Bum did not sustain from any injuries during the accident. But because of filming schedule that day, Kim Bum did not get to receive any medical examination and had only did so today on 3rd February.

KBS 2TV ‘Boys Over Flowers’ cast – the F4 members Lee Min Ho, Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Bum, Kim Joon, together with Goo Hye Sun and Kim So Eun were at the wake of Jang Ja Yeon (27) on 8th March in Seoul University Hospital. They had arrived at the wake teary and shocked about the unfateful news of fellow BOF cast Jang Ja Yeon’s death. Jang Ja Yeon plays plays Sunny as part of the JinSeonMi group who are always against Geum JanDi. She was found dead in her apartment on 7th March – she had commited suicide and hung her herself. Investigation into the case is still in the way. Meanwhile, the cast of Boys Over Flowers had arrived at Jang’s wake on 8th March in the morning at about 7am. They payed their condolences for about an hour and left. When asked about Jang’s death by reporters, Lee Min Ho had refused to comment and had simply replied, “Sorry”. Lee Min Ho had arrived at the wake looking really shocked and saddened by the news. And while paying his last respects, he was seen tearing at the wake. Lee Min Ho’s representative said, “The cast had sat there speechless for a long time after hearing the news. Goo Hye Sun has been crying endlessly since the news.” Jang Ja Yeon has debuted in a Lotte CF, and is in the midst of her acting activities after taking a break off her university semester at JoSeon University.

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Gonna update more later! :D Just wait! :D Alright, ain't so happy! D; You weren't there for me! Okay , decided not to care anymore ! Blood Arsehole ! ~ -.- Not going to update until i wish to ! :D What the hell ! Blogger's turning into a bitch ! Something is so wrong with it ! :)

Gonna update more later! :D Just wait! :D Alright, ain't so happy! D; You weren't there for me!

My Fried Noodle! Nice right! :D

Manages to crawl out of my bed this morning.. Getting more and more tired each day! Due to late night msg-ing with my Crapper! Hahah! Crap until damn high! 'Cause he created this real funny icon during our converation! I show you ; --> o: Ha! Don't cha guys think that it looks like sotong!? If i don't point out, Crapper wouldn't had knew! Heez! Okay.. Enough of this -.- Tuition-ed with the same old few people. Get kinda high everytime tuition-ing! Hahahah! Seriously, so into my work.. That's somehow the first time! Alright, enough of my tuition thingy! Back to school.. Still the same thing, having fun time during lessons! But just a little too hyper today! Hahah! During Project work, Nicholas.O was telling Nizam bout my small eyes! They say my eyes was super damn small and long when i laugh! -.- Do i?! This what they do to suan me! They pull their eyes further and longer as to show make me angry! Thanks to them, almost whole class was doing it to suan me! Lessons is always so boring during Science! -.- So played with Aiai scissors war! Hahahs! She was totally like crazyeee! Hee haaa hor hur here and there. Sometimes, really can't take it! /: She played with the scissors till very violence! Was gonna cut my hair you know!?!? But thanks to Ms Leong! She came just at the right time to stop my hair from being cut! Hehe! Oh and, imma's Erzi is sick! D; Faster get well alright! Mamama wanna listen to your stupid, childish jokes! Okay, Byeeeeeee! Imma gonna watch