Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I'm sorry ):

The Bottom Line - Tidy your nest while you tidy your mind. Cleaning can be a Zen activity.
In Detail - Someone in your family is trying to tell you something important, so put your mouth on mute and prick up your ears. The message may not be obvious, so it's even more important that you're paying attention to all the details. Look them in the eye, notice their body language and stay alert to subtle cues. If they're having a hard time talking about it, don't pressure them. Just let them know you're available to listen anytime.


Ha ! :D Family telling me something important ?! What is it ? Giving back my phone with conditions ? Oh god , will they even do that ? They had resticted me doing loads of things ! D: What more can i do ? Losing trust in me alr .. Haiz .. Is that the life i should lead ? What the .. I don't know anymore .. Maybe i should be a good girl and don't mess around with others .. Get my attitude back to the correct track .. Should that be the way ? Then everything will change a better ? Maybe .. It's just a maybe .. Now , nothing's at my control .. Nothing .. Parents , all they do is to scold ! Saying that i've changed , not like how i am last time .. I've been trying to change to be a better ones, but .. Things just get out of hands .. Maybe the friends around me .. Mummy even suggested to transfer me out of Dunearn ! What more can i do ? Go against them ?! Being rebellious came through my mind , but will that solve my problem .. No i guess ): ! I really hope there will be someone telling me that he / she will be there for me , a strong pilliar standing there , always there for me .. Comforting me .. Care and so on .. All i ever need is someone there for me , lend me your shoulder .. ); ! That's all i need .. (: Alright , no sad stuffs anymore .. Hmm , still trying to get used to life without phone .. Felt that my hand is so itchy .. Feel like typing alot ! Ha ! (: I can only get back my phone if i pass my NASSA Gold test .. D: That would be hard mancxzs ! But i'll still strive for it , for th sake of my phone ! :D Ha ! :D Jiayous ME ! :D Anw , Ahgong ah .. Don't sad le laas ! D: Later i also sad how ?! Cm'on , you still have me ! (: Cheer up , yaw ! Maybe sometimes letting go is still the best choice after all .. (: It's hard but try ! :D

I wish to be there for someone , when he / she needs one ! Just want to be a pilliar of one .. :D
Not as strong like ahgong.. Been broken down loads of times, hard to stand up again..